So did mine and like yours, he was huge. It hurt so bad at first but, it was not long after that I asked him to fuck me. I also began to sleep in the nude so he had an open invitation.
You are more aware of the camera than the boy. That's neither polite nor romantic. The boy has the right to feel some love and tenderness, in addition to the strong cock strokes. You are a powerful, but rude lover.